Ramen?

Yeah, it's not healthy. But believe it or not, I'm eating Ramen at 11:31 in the PM.

Anywho, invitations are done! Anthony helped me lick and seal them (ick!) and now I just have to get the remaining of the addresses so that we can stick them in the mailbox! It feels good to get this accomplished.

On another note, I cannot get past the thought of living alone. I'm just afraid I won't be able to do it. I'll only have Anthony here with me until October, and after that I won't even get to hear his voice for 8 1/2 weeks due to his BCT. Plus, I'm going to have to learn to be a wife, live alone, and take the reigns of our finances without any help from my husband! I wish I knew someone in the same boat as me. I feel so alone sometimes just because I feel like the only girl going through this. My friends are all single, and not even seeing anyone. Here I am getting married in a month and 29 days. I don't want things to change, but they are going to. I just keep telling myself that they are changing for the better and my life will be much more rewarding this way. I just have to buck-up, suck in my lip, and dive in head first.

First Offical Post

Ok, well I guess I'll welcome myself to the blogging world. I've never done this before, but I think now is as good of time as ever.

The past couple days I've been quite overwhelmed! Wedding things, apartment things, work, and family things. I'm going to go to the hospital and see Grandpa today with mom. He had a small stroke yesterday, so we are going to visit in between all of his tests and such. I don't know why I got so upset; I think I was just caught off guard. Sounds like he will be fine though, so that calms my nerves a little.

I just finished filling out the apartment application for me and Anthony! This is getting kind of exciting. I hope it ends up where we can afford it. I need to keep putting money in the bank so I have something to live off of while he goes to his basic training. I have a feeling the military is in no hurry to make sure I get his paychecks right away! This whole thing is just making me get butterflies. Moving in together, having our own place and our own things...sigh. I hope I'm ready for this. The wedding is getting so close! Two months exactly today!

We are going to try to finish up the invitations today, be it before going to see Gramps, or after. They have to get done and mailed! So many things are just being held over my head it's ridiculous.

Emily